lalalalaaa~

Lately i always caught myself singing. Haha.. i think i emitted a good vibe to people around me. Only now i have time to do what i like, what i want.

Guess what, my students gave me 5 hamsters. And Lil Adam really like it. Like he wanna spend all the time with them. Even read a book for them.hahaha. seriously. I caught him reading his Ultraman colouring book near the cage. Haha.. and our house was so havoc the day i bring home those hamsters. Adam opened the cage and pull the hamster out. Mama screamed and squeal chasing the hamster. And he feed the hamster with everything and anything like the crayon, a cup, coins, food. Sigh~

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And i went to hair saloon like i mentioned before in previous entry. Haha.. it’s so nice to go out and meet new people. Whoa, i really admire the hair stylist. She’s humble, nice and we talked about many things.

I also went for my dental appointment. Dr Lim. I really like this guy. He’s so passionate about his work. He’s a very nice person. Well, these days it’s hard to see people greets us with a smile. But he did. And he explain clearly about my situation. Psst, he even gave me MC one day for my case. Thanks Dr. And the doctor assistant also very polite. A kelantanese boy. Why i say ‘boy’? because he really behave like a boy. So cute. Haha..

And today i have LDP. The speakers also very good. This is the 2^nd time i feel LDP give me so much benefits.

And i also went for karaoke with my colleagues. Haha.i don’t know i can sing. At first i didn’t even dare to touch the mic. But, in the end, i pick my own song and sing. Hahaha..good job. Well done. A very good way to release stress.

Well, many good things happen to me even though bad thing still accompany me. Haha..

And i start blogging too. Which i like the most. And i hope i write for good. 

tadaaa...

For 2 and half years, i was immersed in my life. I dont have time to look around. Life is hectic and chaotic. I keep chasing the thing that i thought were mine. Then someone slapped me on my face with reality. That is the moment i stop chasing. I stop. Take time to think. I didn’t talk much and analyze things. Then i make a decision, this thing is not worth. To keep that thing, i abandoned many important things in my life.

Then, instead of chasing after it, i chase it away because it keeps coming back to me. How irony.

Then only i have time for myself, for important people around me. I have time to pamper myself. I go to hair saloon, beauty centre, shopping, buying things that i want years ago. I’m not doing it for others but doing it for me. Then when i spent my time with loved ones, it is quality time. Because my head no longer wandering for that miserable thing. Only now i can appreciate the laughter of my loved one.

I forgot when did i celebrate my 26^th . i thought 26^th is worse but 27^th is the worst birthday.

Many people said to me, they miss who i used to be. I’ve changed a lot by the time i was busy chasing after it. But i have to admit. It is very hard to let it go. Very hard. But for the sake of me and my loved ones, i have to.

And here i am today. Turning into a new leaf even though still struggling for better life. And i feel blessed that i’m not alone. People who i almost forgotten, come and tell me that they will never leave me alone.