my progress

For thing that happened to me, now I'm totally okay with it.
It's a good progress. I'm done with denial stage, grieving stage.now is acceptance stage.life must go on. The bitter experience change me to a better person.
I'm so proud of myself.seriously.
Of course the scars will always be there.but it taught me a lot about life.n I'm so grateful for the chance given to me.i'm still breathing.still alive. N the most important thing is I get the most wonderful person by my side, lil Adam.so in this gambling called marriage, I'm not totally lost.i've won. =)

kegilaan baru

Haha.. tajuk pun sudah berbicara.banyak kegilaan baru akhir2 ni.kegilaan memasak sudah semakin pudar.sekarang masak simple2 je.kalau bizi trus tapau dari kedai.

Kegilaan pertama, organizing.lately, I love organizing.sume benda kalau boleh nak organize.phone adalah organizer paling penting.then sistem filing untuk keje dan personal item.tapi bukanlah bermaksud aku suka mengemas.totally NO.lol.rumah tetap bersepah jugak sebab ada walking machine yang tugasnye sepahkan barang, Lil Adam.

Kegilaan kedua, kembali kepada tabiat lama.cite korea.haha.. mengorek kembali koleksi2 crite korea.

Kegilaan ketiga..shopping.haha.err, ini bukan baru.

Aku perlu kembali kepada kegilaan yang lama that is saving.huhu..

bedtime stories?

Lately, adam got a new routine.that is bedtime stories.not really stories though.because Adam is not a big fan of story books.but he is a huge fan of animals encyclopedia.that sounds complicated.haha..out of many of his books, adam's favourites are  encyclopedia of 365 facts from Disney and Predators encyclopedia.

Doing things that i love.

I think I'm workaholic now.it's just Adam that stops me from being a total workaholic.If not, I think I can sleep at school finishing my work.haha..

Then when I have free time, I will take him to his favourite place like kids library or maybe park.Depends.

I love my life right now.live with passion.yes, I maybe tired but it is different.tired with satisfied feelings.feeling accomplished.rather than struggling to get a life.

Took him for ice-cream for reward of his good behavior.naaahh..coz mama want to eat too =)

Adam at kids library.a very interesting place for kids with lots of books and toys.

my new hobby:Cooking?

Ok.blur sekejap.tadi macam ada idea nak tulis.
Hidup.masih bsemangat.kalau tak bsemangat, jangan hidup la.haha.boleh macam tu?
Last few week, aku menemui hobi baru.Cooking.hahahaha.ok aku pun tergelak tulis camni.but seriously, aku terlalu suka memasak last few weeks.minggu ni mood memasak dah hilang.keje banyak.
Aku masak benda simple je.tapi excited.sampai aku tlupa fikir benda lain bila aku memasak.sampai 2, 3 lauk padahal makan 2 orang je.haha..
Adam pun excited aku masak.dia akan tunggu sambil main.pastu bila aku siap, dia yang excited tunggu kat meja makan.dan makan banyak.huhu..

Ayam lemon.ikan percik.sotong celup tepung.haha..

sweet escape

Well, as usual, mood blogging akan menerpa diriku bila keje btimbun--timbun untuk disiapkan.haha.. done with the documentation for Sekolah Lestari Competition. And also done the exam paper chemistry form 4.
Well, last nite I reward myself with aglio olio spaghetti and strawberry milkshake at Secret Recipe.Alone.surrounded by couples who celebrating Valentine's Day.Sigh haha..
Last few week, I went for..I dont know how to describe it.not really a vacation.sweet escape maybe.
I checked in a hotel in the middle of penang.haha..keje gile.saje.bosan dok umah.check in tengahari.jalan-jalan.pusing-pusing.then balik tido kat hotel.well, I'm not familiar with that part of georgetown.so I'm like a tourist there.haha..with adam.the next morning,I woke up then had breakfast in front of the hotel while watching the tourist and locals doing their activities.the different scenery unlike last night where bars and restaurant are full with tourist.
When I went home, really, I feel like I was just coming back from a long vacation.haha..

my fav dentist

Holla..
Today is the last appointment with my favourite dentist,Dr Lim.seriously, I admire this guy n his job.
No matter when I see him,he always greet me first with hello n smile on his face.
When I was worried about the condition of my front tooth, he was the one who comfort me assure me that there's still hope to save the tooth.
When people afraid to meet their dentist, I was excited n always looking forward to meet him.
And he explain very clearly of what's happening to my gum n my teeth.
And big thanks to him. I dont have to wear fake tooth.hehe..one of my best dentist.5 months of treatment.